Confession of one’s soul

Everyone says I gotta forget you.
But no one cares that I just don’t want to!
They make me sure that you don’t deserve me,
it was just game and you’re not worth of me,
you don’t repay for all those my troubles.
They advise me I’d find better lovers.
They think you are not good enough for me.
But then do I seem good enough to be?
They say you’re fool and maybe they are true.
But in my heart there’s only place for you.
When will you see that I’m still here for you?
I feel helpless and don’t know what to do
while I don’t know what you expect from me.
I still love you although I’ve left you free.
I yearn for you, I need you, I miss you
and even the cigarette smell of you.
I see you sad, it makes me feel sad too,
because I can’t when I wanna help you.
I’d like to know, dear, what is up with you?
I’m so upset when I can’t console you.
I don’t enjoy how unhappy you are.
Tell me, darling, why you keep me so far?
Now you should know there’s always someone who
keeps you in heart and would never hurt you.