The day before tomorrow

It’s time to make decisions,
what’s important in life,
whether our relations
and me as broken wife

or the psychics and soul’s health.
No one should exchange it,
nor for all the world’s wealth.
I had to think a bit

about many past events
during the last four years.
I’m trying further movement
cause I want no more tears.

Maybe it was just a fault
that should be forgotten,
just emotional assault
not allowed to return.

I must destroy all feelings
to win my inner fight.
So there’ll be no more meetings,
not even single sight,

not a single smile, be sure,
neither I’ll say: „Hello“,
for my better new future
I leave this all below.